Crew Member Shares Depression After ‘Tsunami of Backlash Post-Spaceflight

A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also carried high-profile passengers.

The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and carbon footprint.

Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, referring to a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the period after the flight.

She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

The researcher, who has dedicated her work to gynecological science and operated research during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – from her lab work and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her roots – was drowned out under the avalanche of gendered attacks.

She is best known for her pioneering work championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.

Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after surviving a rape during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.

Finding Solid Ground

Now, eight months after reaching space, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she said.

She concluded that even with the backlash, considerable good had emerged from the mission, such as increased focus on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.

About the Mission

The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the edge of space.

The diverse crew also comprised experts in different industries.

The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.